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Andrea. Twenty.
I love creepy, cute, and glittery things. I'm obsessed with horror movies and science fiction! I dream of living in a galaxy far, far away! I adore animals especially cute farm ones! I enjoy hair and makeup, and of course clothes! I spend my time riding horses, doing yoga, and drinking tea! I can be very friendly, but I always seem so shy and standoffish! I'm actually VERY nice!
I feel like I should clear up my last post and note that she is alive and well. Just so far far away.
After I wrote that I had big sad tears rolling down my eyes. The kind that leave your face sticky all day. I’m just so stressed out. So I packed up my pills, grabbed a water bottle and made the journey out to see her. It’s about 45 minutes to get to the farm and back so I only got fifteen minutes or so to see her. But it meant so much. She curled up into my arms with her sister. we played and snuggled. I snuck them some puppy cookies to let them know that they will always be my special girls. We have five dogs at our house right now. Three belong to my dads boyfriend. I can’t stay there long because I’m very allergic to the greyhounds and I don’t want to have my immune system crash anymore.
I just saw the girls yesterday because I missed them so much. Maybe that kicked my missing them into hyper drive. But seeing them today gave me a new hope. I’m going to move out of this apartment and into a place that allows dogs. I’m going to get better. and I’m going to finish this horrible semester of school so I can get on with things and start training to be a nurse. I won’t let life pull me under. I’m going to do my best to keep up with all of it. I can do this.
