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I’ve been spiralling downward the past couple weeks. When I decided to seriously change my life for the better there was a sudden rush. All the people who have been hosting so much resentment towards me suddenly became so so proud. People from all over my life came to me to tell me how happy they were. But this caused a serious imbalance in the universe. Everything that was bad had turned good. So this must mean the everything that was good must turn bad. In a few short weeks I had lost control over my health, over my house, over my car, and over myself. Everything had just broken down or had became a total mess. I started to drown. The one thing that was going to change my life for the better, it was over my head. So I just broke down. I just cried. I became so blank and lifeless.

But not anymore. I’m here today and ready to stand on my own two feet. I have been so low the past month. I hit rock bottom. But I’m here right now. Still alive, I’m ready to love life again. And today I do. And tomorrow I will too.